(i love her)

i love her and i love her and i love her,

more than in the past
though i think, it’s a new start.
for i will die – by her sword
through this fight
i think i might
stare inside
her soul and eyes
i think i see
what she will be

i love her and i love her and i love her with my heart – it rings:

full of things
i’ll never bring
back to life
and if i strive
to tell me wrong
then i’ll be gone
within the night.

i love her and i love her and
i love her and i love her and

her heart burns bright
acidic right
through my insides
shines a light
blood red dripping wet
through the hole
it left behind

i love her and i love her and
i love her and i love her
and
in my mind
my shining knight
comes and saves me
just right now,
takes the blow
of this new sight

and ends the fight.
(2022)